mirage

 disintegrating

surrounded by one-way mirrors

time and space are changing so fast

and all the pillows

are filled with infinite feelings

corroding the feathers inside

and something's breaking

i can feel it

if the world's meant to end some day

no one knows but it is today

it's never really been there

but sometimes, i acted as if it had

and i had dreamed of that

'cause that's the only thing left we can do

before it gets us

though there's never been anybody but me

but how could i be so sure

even i exist at all?

my head's aching, forgive me please

for not being the one you need

i have known all along

that all of this was just wrong

the towers are falling down anyway

time will never let anything stay

walking flesh is rotting on our bones

and mirages will soon be gone

all of this time

i could see how absurd it way

and yet i tried

to pull you out of your world

and i am sorry

i've been holding the weight of my guilt

the sky is clouded

just let it rain

no matter what you do, in the end

you are bound to lose some friends

even if you try your best

it's all part of this teenage mess

the towers are falling down anyway

time will never let anything stay

walking flesh is rotting on our bones

and mirages will soon be gone

take your chances while you can 'cause everybody dies alone

and i've been running

without ever actually being chased

and i'm still trying

still trying to be the best

at everything humans can do

but we are unable to live

without falling apart one day

the day it gets us

means either rebirth or death

fate never lets us

choose the easy path

and illusions, mirages

they will soon be gone

'cause in the end,

everybody dies alone